Hope when Life breaks

19 06 2008

Life could take,
take every dream away,
you’d still be my Risen One,
the place where my Hope comes from.

Life could break,
you’d still be saving grace,
my promise of all to come,
the place where my Help comes from

All my hope is in You,
my treasure and my truth,
my hope is in You.
TRENT BAND

Hope is a curious thing isn’t it?! It changes everything. One moment you’re in a situation that is ghastly, one that’s just hard and horrible, and takes all your effort to just stay put. But the next moment, with hope, you have a reason to keep going. The difficult becomes bearable. The stress isn’t stressful, it becomes more irritating than troublesome. So what’s the difference? Why is it that the same situation, at two different points in time, and sometimes very close points in time, can see me peacefully pushing on, or quaking and quick to give up?

Well, it’s perspective isn’t it. It’s what you’re looking at. It’s how you’re viewing things.

Take something ordinary, say a plant or a candle or something. It can look utterly mundane or really dramatic, huge or insignificant, just depending on the lighting and the angle – just depending on how you look at it, on your perspective. Isn’t life the same? Something can look huge, or utterly mundane, just depending on how you look at it.

So why do I fluctuate, so dramatically, so regularly? Is it that my perspective keeps shifting? Is it that my vantage point shifts? Is it that my focus drifts?

I suggest it is. I suggest that we’re not consistant, not steadfast. We have the occaisional epiphany during our hardest times, when we see things in their real perspective, from outside our selves…

And suddenly I see,why the hell it means so much to me…

And we remember, when we see things as they really are, what our hope is. We remember why we weren’t so afraid last time, why we had peace. We realise that no matter what happens, our hope hasn’t changed. The Hope we have for our whole life hasn’t changed, it hasn’t shifted. It cannot change. It cannot shift.

But we can. And we do. And we have. And we will do again.

But I propose that we don’t settle for this. I propose we set our eyes on Him. I propose that we don’t take them off Him. I propose that we keep each other looking at Him. Of course we will fall, of course we will miss the mark… but we know we will miss the mark, and we know we will fall, and that is our advantage. We will be ready. We will be waiting and watching. We will know and recognise that when we least want to look up, that is when we must, we absolutely must, and it will change everything. We will be prepared to wrench our eyes off our problems and look back up to our Hope, to our God, our Redeemer, the One who holds us and everything always in His hands.

So turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
and the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the Light of His Glory and Grace.

So I will put my hope in Him. I will put my hope back in Him when I drift. I will trust Him when I have stopped trusting Him. I know I will, because His Life blood is in me, His Spirit well up within me, He will bring me back, He will stir in me again, he will call me back. He lives my Life and and He yearns to more and more everyday. He is faithful, He is true, He is loving, He is just, He is powerful, He is Awesome. You know He is. Just Trust Him.





Of gouging, reclaiming, and truely living…

8 03 2007

To gouge or not to gouge?


So if your eye – even your good eye – causes you to lust, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. Matt 5:29

Gouge it out? Sounds like an ophthalmolic emergency eh? The verse we fear to use for being labelled a fundamentalist or radical crazy christian. But He was right wasn’t he. There’s stuff we have, stuff we do, stuff we talk about, stuff we live, stuff we look at, people we hang out with, places we go, that are pulling us away from Him. That stop us being who we are. Children of God, with life in all its fullness.

Holiness. Following the rule book of God? Fun destroying lifestyle of legalistic living? No, No, No, No, No. Really, No. We’ve just missed the point. Rather, living life in a way that allows the nearer presence of Christ’s Holy Spirit inside us. Doing and not doing stuff that allows Him to be closer to us, that allows our spirit to be intertwined with His more closely than we thought possible.

You know this. It’s the stuff that seems fun, but leaves you feeling hollow but craving more to relieve the hollowness, the dis-satisfaction. It’s the stuff that looks too boring, but leaves you with an indescribable joy and fullness and satisfaction, and wanting still more.

Is it worth getting it right? Can we be bothered? Does it matter?

Joy indescribable? Life in ALL its fullness? Life as it was designed to be? Life that leaves you feeling alive and complete? Life that gives you an inexplicable sparkle and glow?

You decide. We decide ourselves.

Do you want to be a christian guy or a godly man? A christian girl or a godly woman? I tender that they are not the same thing. I tender we were designed for one and not the other. I tender the power is there… his grace is sufficient, seek and you will find, seek first his kingdom and it will be added to you, ask and it will be given to you, the incomparably great power for us who believe, the riches of the glorious inheritance in the saints… His spirit that raised Jesus from the dead, abiding in us, pulsing in our veins. It is possible – it is what He longs for us. It is what we are designed for.

“You will be my people, I will be your God.”

Chirst the wisdom of God and the power of God. For the foolishness of god is wiser than mans wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man’s strength.

To gouge or not to gouge?

“There is nothing worth missing our abundant life in Christ for. And there’s too much we don’t know to waste time neglecting what we do know. Start being the person you want to be, and making the choices you’ve always wished you could make. You know what you should be doing. do it.”